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I HATE MY LIFE

I HATE MY LIFE! i know i'm suppose to be so happy about my life, so happy that i'm alive, but no! i'm not!!!
i don't understand, i exercise everyday, i try everyday to lose my weight. i've gained 40 pounds in the last 2 months!!!
i give up!!!i can't do it anymore!!!
i'm not pretty, i'm not smart, i'm not skinny. i'm fatt!!! i don't have straight teeth!!!
i'm hate everything about me!
i see people everyday who are super smart, super pretty, super thin. have the money to buy the nicest things when others have nothing.
people take advantage of these things, when they should embrace it. they think they're better than everyone else and they abuse their abilites, by not helping but only making fun of people.

my senior year is coming and i want to look good, i wanna have confidence in myself!
GOALS(please help me:)

*LOSE WEIGHT: wanna be 105lbs
*Straighten Teeth: (don't have the money for braces)
*grow longer hair(don't have the money for extentions)
*PASS THE ACTs' (don't have money for pills, a tutor, i can't focus on anything)
*Have tons of money so i wont be homeless again. (can't get a job cause i'm inexperienced; isn't that why they're suppose to give you 90 days to teach you the ropes!)
this world sucks, no one really wants to help. NO ONE! they just care about getting the money for themselves. everythings a scam.

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